Embracing the Offence of the Cross

Let me invite you into some of the dialogue and thought-processes that go on in my head. Today I would like to write about the Cross, and specifically, about Christ on the Cross…

Growing up, I was always uncomfortable with seeing people who wore “crucifixes”, the pendant form of a cross WITH Christ hanging on it. Or quite often, the crucifix was boldly up front and centre on the main wall of the auditorium of many churches (usually Catholic churches). I felt offended, to be honest, by the fact that Jesus was up there hanging on the cross. I would say to myself (and to others who were around at the time), “I hate when I see the cross with Jesus hanging lifelessly on it. Don’t people get it? Jesus is not dead. He’s alive!” and I carried this attitude that it was disgusting, depressing, and morbid to see people wearing these crucifixes or seeing them hanging on a wall in a church.

I no longer feel this way.

What changed?

Well, I met Christ intimately ON the cross, as He lay dying upon it, and I found myself being crucified there upon that very cross WITH HIM. I met the dying Christ, and my heart has never been the same since.

I now see Christ on a cross and I weep with affection for this Man. I see this bloody tree as the place of meeting. It has become the altar of intimacy for me, in which I finally came to love the Christ, the Messiah. I died with Him there. This is where I came to love Him, at last.

Yes, Jesus Christ is no longer on the Cross. He is surely alive and seated at the right hand of the Father, on the Throne. But who can ever forget the place where you first gave your heart to the one you love? You can never forget it, and your heart will always long for this place, this meeting place. It will always hold a special place in you heart.

In another sense, He is on the cross every day of our lives. The thing with the cross is that we never leave it, this side of Heaven. We continually return, daily, to our cross, to His cross. We never leave this continual death, as we are called to continual resurrected life which is born out of death, every time.

Are we called to daily resurrection?

Well, this can only come with daily death.

With every day, there comes night. Then the morning arrives with the sun rising again upon us. Every day, without stop. The cycle of death and new life.

In reality, Christ hung on the cross once, and sin was paid for once, but in our lives, essentially, it happens every day. We die daily. So we can be borne anew, each and every day into new life, the life of Christ.

This is a bit of insight into why I now love to see Christ on the Cross, and the Crucifix is an offence that I now embrace with a whole heart.

Selah. Think upon that.

Why You’re Still Single

 

I am going through some of my past journals and I came across this revelation that the Lord spoke to me back in 2010, now almost 2 years ago (My how time flies! I remember this season as if it were yesterday!) I felt it was crucial to share this revelation today. By the power of the Spirit, may your heart be open wide right now, to the truth of this word:

Attention, all singles!

Here’s the question:

Ever wonder why you’re still single??

Here’s the answer:

You’re single because God’s not ready to share you just yet.

Settle the question in your heart with THAT answer. It’s the truth. And it’s the ONLY answer.

You’re not single because you’re unwanted. You’re single because you are SO WANTED.

God is not ready to share me just yet. While at the altar the other night, I received EYE-OPENING revelation to the past 10 years of singleness (well, truly, my entire life so far). The revelation was that God has shut the doors to marriage and relationships with the opposite sex because He has valiantly and relentlessly pursued me and is jealous for me and He didn’t want any swine to steal my attention, my heart! He didn’t want me to throw my pearls to swine. (Note: not all men are swine, but in truth, some are!) In God’s pleasure, He has sought me out, so I would be wholly devoted to Him – and He doesn’t want to share me. Who’s to know if this is permanent or just an extended season? Who’s to know if He will one day share me with an earthly husband? But it’s about time I stopped taking my love life in my hands, and begin to truly, truly, truly TRUST the heart and intentions and timing and choices of my Heavenly Father, who truly knows best. It’s not because God hates me, that I’m single. It’s because He LOVES me so much, that I’m single.

It’s about time we flip the tables on our skewed PERSPECTIVE on how we view our singleness. We have often just thought that we are single because we are unwanted by a man. But the truth is that we are single because we are SO WANTED BY GOD. He is keeping us from marriage in this season because He wants us so much. He wants our whole heart. All our attention.

So, rather than see your singleness as a proof of your being unlovable, unwanted and worthy of rejection, see your singleness as proof that you are…

…SO LOVED

…SO WANTED

…SO WORTHY OF BEING CHOSEN BY THE GOD OF THE UNIVERSE!

He has set His seal of Love upon your heart, and He has sealed off the door to other men in this season. He has thwarted the purposes of swine who have tried to come and take His pearl of great price away from Him.

You ain’t single because you are unwanted. You are single because you are SO WANTED.

You are single because God isn’t ready to share you just yet.

Think upon that. Chew on that. Digest this revelation and let it FILL YOU and seep into every corner of your hungry, hungry heart. Let this truth FILL YOU with dignity and honour, knowing that, because you are chosen, you have been set apart in this season for God.

He loves you so much.

Truly, you are so loved.

 

Singleness and Celibacy

“Celibacy is a vacancy for God. To be a celibate means to be empty for God, to be free and open for God’s presence, to be available for God’s service.” (Henri Nouwen, Thomas Aquinas)

If you are single, you are called as a celibate. To be celibate is to leave a vacancy for God. To be empty for God, open for His presence to fill you.

If I am a single believer in Christ, I am consecrated (set apart) as a celibate for my First Love, for God alone, unless the Lord leads otherwise in a new season.

Jesus was single. Jesus was a celibate. Jesus had a vacancy (an emptiness) within Him reserved for God alone. Even with this vacancy, this emptiness, Jesus was a fully-realized man. He wasn’t a half-realized man. He wasn’t a half-fulfilled man. He was fully fulfilled as a human, and as a man.

And so it is with us, also.

Contemplate this for a moment. Take some time and go for a walk, or think about it wherever you are right now.

If you are single, you are a fully-realized, fully-fulfilled human being, AND woman or man. We are not above our Master, our Beloved, who also walked out His entire life on earth AS A SINGLE MAN who died at a young age, IN HIS PRIME.

Yet, Jesus fulfilled everything He was called to do. He was not jipped. He was not a disgruntled, ripped-off, discontented man who complained to the Father that he was not being given what He was entitled to in order to fully live the life He was meant to live. Jesus did not feel that He had to postpone His “real life” until His “partner” or “spouse” came. He went forward, in joy and serene acceptance, and did not see His singleness as an obstacle to be removed, but saw it as the path in which the Lord’s will would be fulfilled on earth.

And He did fulfill God’s will, without a spouse. Without children. Yet His life is the most fruitful one in all the universe.

To be single, to be celibate, to be a man or woman who never partakes in sexual union, does not make you less of a woman or a man. If it were so, we would have reason to say that Jesus was only half a man…

…but He was the most alive Man this world has ever seen. And we will never see another as real, as fruitful, as fulfilled as this Man, whom we adore and willingly lay down all of our agendas for, to pick up this high calling, this privileged position as a single, as a celibate for our Beloved.

Selah. Ponder that.

~Alison

I’m back in New Zealand (and new Address for Donations)

Well, I left wintery Canada a couple days ago and arrived back into New Zealand after 2 months of travel around Turkey and Canada. I was overjoyed as New Zealand’s mild summer weather and fresh air breeze greeted me as I stepped out of the airport in Auckland, and headed down to Tauranga. Ah, I love this land. I will miss it when my time to leave comes… I will be writing a more detailed update in the near future (most likely in February/March) which will share what is around the corner, on the horizon. So stay tuned for that. Until then, here’s some information about some address changes for donations you send to me.

New Mailing Address for Financial Donations:

For those of you who are a part of my Financial Partnership team (or for those of you who would like to become a partner), please take note of the changed postal mailing address for the Project Funding office for YWAM that processes tax-deductible donations for me. This really only impacts you if you decide to mail in donations (ie: cheques, money orders). You can email the funding office (email below) if you want to ask about other options for payments or visit my website Support page to see step-by-step instructions.

Project Funding Office
PO Box 57100 RPO East Hastings
Vancouver, BC
V5K 5G6
Canada

Phone: 604.436.4433
Fax: 604.436.4466
E-mail: admin@projectfunding.ca

If you need to email the Project Funding office that processes all my ministry financial support, here is their new email address: admin@projectfunding.ca

Feel free to email me at hopejoyfaith@gmail.com if you would like to personally ask me any further questions. I’ll be more than happy to help answer your questions.

God bless you and hope 2012 is treating you well so far!

Alison

Litany (Prayer) of Humility

Written by: Rafael Cardinal Merry del Val (1865-1930), Secretary of State for Pope Saint Pius X

O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me.
From the desire of being esteemed,
Deliver me, Jesus.

From the desire of being loved…
From the desire of being extolled …
From the desire of being honored …
From the desire of being praised …
From the desire of being preferred to others…
From the desire of being consulted …
From the desire of being approved …
From the fear of being humiliated …
From the fear of being despised…
From the fear of suffering rebukes …
From the fear of being calumniated …
From the fear of being forgotten …
From the fear of being ridiculed …
From the fear of being wronged …
From the fear of being suspected …

That others may be loved more than I,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.

That others may be esteemed more than I …
That, in the opinion of the world,
others may increase and I may decrease …
That others may be chosen and I set aside …
That others may be praised and I unnoticed …
That others may be preferred to me in everything…
That others may become holier than I,
provided that I may become as holy as I should…